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The good, the bad, and the ugly

The good:
I got to visit with some dear friends today.  I hadn’t seen them in a while and it was so wonderful to see them and visit with them for a couple hours.  Totally made my day.  (So did this.)

The bad:
I had another no-show today.  But that’s okay.  God is in control, He is taking care of us.  He will provide the children I need to make this childcare thing work.  I have complete faith in Him.

The ugly:
Have you seen my bedroom?  It’s still full of unpacked boxes.  It’s yucky.  And Liliana choked me a couple times tonight.  My neck/throat hurts.  I’m kind of a whiner.  The kid is strong.  Strong willed and when she wants to get away, she will choke you.

ps. It’s 9:26 pm and I’m in bed.  I’m tired.  And grouchy.  It’s better for the world (aka Noah) that I am sleeping.  Not whining.

Bad Thyming

Okay, so I know that blogging about work is kind of a blogger faux pas, but this is my blog, and I want to write about it. So there.

As I drove to work this morning, on my first day, I started to think of how my job was going to affect my family when school starts. The hours I work are 7 am to 3:30 pm, which means that I will not be there in the mornings for the kids. What? I’m ALWAYS there in the morning! I almost started bawling at the thought that I would not be able to do Kaylie’s hair for school or make sure that her outfit matches. I’m going to have to teach Noah how to braid.

I had an absolutely BORING morning. I sat literally for an hour while they tried to get a computer up for me to do orientation on. Woot. The orientation took an hour, and then I followed someone around for another hour because the morning manager had no idea what I was supposed to be doing. When the person I was shadowing went to ask a manager a question, I sat in the break room for, no kidding, a whole ENTIRE hour. I read the back of a computer building magazine twenty thousand times. And the vending machines. And the customer service signs on the walls. And the expired ads on the bulletin board.

Finally a different manager came out and sent me for lunch, as he probably took pity on me. I picked up bus passes for Noah and me (it’s hard to have TWO jobs and only have ONE vehicle in the city!) and dropped off the application for Kaylie’s school. I then went home to grab something cold (it’s a freakin’ SAUNA here!) and to see my family for five minutes. I left with about 20 minutes left on my lunch break and it was a 10 minute drive. Or so I thought. The power was out in the city (which happened a minute into my drive) and EVERY SINGLE STOP LIGHT was out! That is NOT good. I had to go through 10 or so intersections and they ALL had bazillions of cars in line.  It’s like going through ten 4-way stops during rush hour.

In one of the lines, before I was due back, I called Adam, the agent at the temp agency that found me the job. They are my employers, not the workplace people. Anyway, I told Adam the problem (STUCK! IN TRAFFIC A MILE LONG WITH NO END IN SIGHT!) and he said it was no problem and that he’d call the job site for me. When I finally got there, I was 10 minutes late. Pretty good for a first day, right? I think from now on I won’t leave unless I have to. But today, I had to.

The afternoon was much better, and I actually got trained.  I have to say that I think I’m going to enjoy the job very much.

God gave me peace on my drive home. I can pick out Kaylie’s outfit with her in the evening, and there are some things I can do with her hair that will last the night. I also got her a couple head bands to solve the FRIZZ problem that she has. I don’t like frizz. I’ve had it all my life (and finally learned to control it, somewhat) and I hate it. If I teach Noah to do a ponytail, all she has to do is put the headband on and she’s set.

On the drive home I also realized how blessed I was at my previous job. I knew I was already, but now I REALLY know.  I got to drop Kaylie off at school every day, got to pick her up every day, and got to go to any special school event if it was during the day.  They were very flexible with me, as I was with them.  It was probably the best work environment I’ll ever have.

As I was making Chicken Pot Pie for dinner, my children were hungry. They’re ALWAYS hungry WHILE I’m making dinner. Makes sense. I found the perfect thing to keep Kaylie quiet and Liliana occupied for hours a couple minutes so I could finish up. Frozen peas. They are God’s gift to moms. I think Liliana ate about a cup of them. That’s not an overdose, right?

Also in Liliana news, she’s saying new words. She’s been doing the “mama” and “dada” thing for a while now, but now she calls me “momom”. She’s been saying “uh oh” for a while, and now she’s saying “ba” (ball), “kee” (keys), “bobow” (bottle), and “nononono”. She waves when saying goodbye, and she puts her hands in the “I don’t know” position for saying “all done”. Occasionally, she signs “please”. Also, we might soon be in the market for a potty. Noah read recently on Chelsey’s Facebook profile that Maya had gone pee on the potty (or something to that effect - way to go Maya!!). He said that if other babies Liliana’s age are peeing on the potty, then so should she. I told him that if he wanted to potty train her, he can go right ahead. I’m alright waiting. Potty training is WORK. Maybe at Christmas …

I was going to be nice to you and show you a schwak of pictures for being so patient as to listen to my ramblings, but I have to be up at FIVE O’CLOCK IN THE MORNING to catch the bus tomorrow, so you’ll have to wait until tomorrow’s post.  Sorry.  If you’re up at 5 am, you can think of me having a cold shower to wake myself from my slumber five hours earlier than I usually get up.

Father’s Day

Today is Father’s Day. (duh!) Today can be a day of great joy or a day of great sorrow.

For me, it’s a day of great joy. I have a great dad I wouldn’t trade for any other. I also have an amazing husband who is a great dad to our children. I have been blessed by these two men. I got to see my dad at church today, and he sat with my two girls while I played in the worship band. Noah had to work until 3 pm today, but after that I got to enjoy watching him with the girls. Watching the three of them together warms my heart.

When I was younger, I had no idea that people tried or didn’t try to have children, or that some people could and some people couldn’t have them. I was especially naive to the not being able to have them when I became pregnant at 17.

I have friends who want children, try to have them, and have an easy time. They actually have a hard time not getting pregnant. I also have friends that desperately want children, but it’s just not working. Yet.

I’ve often pondered this ability/inability to have children. There are drug-addicted young girls who leave their babies in dumpsters because they do not want them. There are dumb teenage girls who accidentally (purposeful action, not purposeful result) get pregnant (HI!) and stumble through their baby’s first years while they’re still trying to grow up themselves. There are godly women who just want to have a family, but a small physical ailment prevents that from happening.

Because of some of the previous examples, I have a friend who couldn’t have children but had the opportunity to adopt the baby of a drug-addicted mother. Miraculously, the baby is completely healthy (and gorgeous). That was totally God’s doing. I also have a friend who got pregnant as a young teenager and lovingly gave her baby up for adoption so that he could be raised by two parents who could give him the stable home that my friend couldn’t at the time. She’s now married and has totally beautiful children of her own. That’s also totally God’s doing.

I’m the Administrative Assistant at my church. One of my duties this week was to find a short Father’s Day video to play during today’s service. The task was both a blessing and a curse. As I was searching through the videos on SermonSpice.com, I came across this video. It totally fit with where my heart is at. It speaks of the fathers, the fatherless, and the childless.

As I was growing up, I also was not aware of the fact that some children do not have fathers. I grew up in a small Christian private school. I had a father, and all my friends had fathers. I was oblivious to the fact that fathers were absent from their children’s lives, had left, or had passed away. Today I am much more aware of that fact.

My daughter is growing up without her biological father. Fortunately for her, I married an amazing man who has completely filled this role in her life. The only thing that separates Noah and Kaylie is genetics; otherwise, you’d never be able to tell. She’s not missing out on anything. Two of her best friends are growing up without their fathers because they’ve passed away. Fortunately for them, they have a Heavenly Father watching over them as they grow up. He will never leave them nor forsake them.

“A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling.” Psalm 68:5

How was your Father’s Day?

Heal the Wound

I posted over here.

Confession Live

I’ve written a couple times about Nathan, Tricia, and Gwyneth Rose Lawrenson. This morning, Nathan had the opportunity to share his family’s journey in their home church where Nathan is the worship pastor. The service was recorded and the video is here. (The testimony starts at about 27:00, and Nathan leads the worship for the first part of the video.)

Their story is one of amazing trust in God. In early January, Tricia and Gwyneth were each given a 50% or less chance of surviving. Tricia has CF and needed a double lung transplant, and tiny Gwyneth Rose was born at 24 week and 5 days gestation.  Now, both are back home doing better than their doctors ever though possible. They’ve still got a ways to go, but their faith in God will get them through it.

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him.” ~Romans 8:28

For more on the Lawrensons, check out Nathan’s blog, Confessions of a CF husband, or Tricia’s blog, 65Roses4Pattysue.

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